Father Peter Kemp (father_peter) wrote,
Father Peter Kemp
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To Those in the Know

I've decided to stop taking the pills. I've been on corticosteroids and anti-seizure pills as well just to...help with things. But I feel like all they're doing is slowing everything down and I have to watch myself deteriorate and this excruciatingly slow pace, and I can't do it anymore. So I'm not going to take them. Which...probably means things are going to get worse a lot faster. It'll also mean I might have more seizures and I'll be in more pain. But less time for me...it seems like more pain for less time is an appropriate trade. At least I think it is.

I just thought you all should know.

Please know you have every right to disagree with me, and I'll accept what you say. You probably won't change my mind, but I do respect that other people might not think this is a good decision. And I want you to know it's okay to tell me that.

Edit: Oh...I forgot. Because...crazy. Uhm...Razvan was here. But he wasn't here to be scary or...lock me in anything. He was here to ask for help. He's in the hospital now. Voluntarily. And I promise I didn't make it up, because Thomas saw it too. Even though I think he wanted to beat Razvan up before helping him. He didn't...
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  • (no subject)

    Deirdre's home, she's staying with me for a few days. She's just fine. And Madame Butterfly is no more.

  • To Those in the Know

    I died again. It was kind of amusing. What is not amusing is having a very sick nephew. Next time I'm rushing down the stairs, I'll probably be…

  • To Those in the Know minus Ben

    I told my dad off!!!!! Also, he's in a bit of pain. So now I get to discover why he's stuck here, judging my fashion choices with his eyes.