Abby gave me pain medication which helps with pain. Oddly enough. Side effects are weird. 'Cause they're kind of the same as the ones I already...got? I have no appetite and I'm feeling dizzy, but I don't know if it's the pills or the tumour. Short term memory is getting worse. Aly has to keep reminding me what I'm doing. Even right now. She's sitting on the other side of the room.
She's so beautiful. She went in for the triple test this week. Yesterday. Everything was fine. Our babies are fine so that's good. Healthy is good. She says she started to feel movement too. I still can't, but it's early.
I forgot what I wrote this for. It feels like there was something else I was supposed to say. I can't remember. Fuck it. I love you.