jealousNo, that's not awkward. Not at all.
They're going to be in the same place. I'll have to watch them mingle. I'm alright with Dietrich alone. Not great, but alright. But now there will be touching and laughing and small talk and at the same time knowing he touched her and she let him and I was just lying there in a coffin wishing I could be with her and argh.
I'm not a jealous person by nature, so when I feel like this, it's quite maddening, really. And I don't know how to make it go away.
And I wish I could talk to Thomas.
