I know you wouldn't have done this if you weren't suffering. I just know you, David. I know this isn't who you are and I hate that you are going to suffer more because of it. Were you afraid to ask for my help? I wouldn't have judged you, David. That's not my place. I would have done anything I could to help you. I didn't realise how much you were hurting and I don't think I can ever apologise enough for it.
I love you, David. That will never change. You're my brother and you haven't lost me. I don't know how comforting that will be...but I hope somehow, that it is.