indescribableI just don't know what to do. William's here and he seems as clueless as I do. My wife is hurting the feelings of my children. I mean...I could handle it if it were just me. Not well. The things she's saying to me are cutting very deep. But no one messes with my kids. And anyone who does...I react automatically. But when it's your wife...
I am honestly at my wit's end with her. I understand grief. My best friend is gone too. But family comes first. When Thomas died the first time, I shut down completely and drank myself into a stupor every night. And...every day. I can't do that now. I have to take care of my family. How is this excusable when Anna is so sick?
It's easier to just let her go. And that hurts. I love her and it hurts.
