October 28th, 2006


Filtered to those in the know except Deirdre

Oh fuck me.

It's about 3 in the morning and I just woke up screaming. Robert had to snap me out of it, but it was terrifying. There was a girl and she was trapped in a room and all around her there were voices screaming at her. She had her hands over her ears but it didn't stop. They just kept screaming louder and louder until her voice joined them. It was to see if she still had a voice in the din, but she couldn't hear herself, only them.

And then I screamed. It felt like the thing to do.

David, do you think this could be an angel? One that can't control the voices?
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To those in the know except Deirdre

I finally fell asleep around 6 in the morning only to dream of the girl again. She's in London, which I am taking as a good sign. I really hope this one isn't another wild goose chase. I just might lose my mind permanently.

Today we walked all over the city. I don't quite know where Deirdre was going but at least it was nice out. We made a few stops and I think Robert bought me the largest hot dog know to man and then giggled as I ate it.

We're mature. Really.