March 8th, 2007

To Cry, Grief

Filtered to Mary, David, Deirdre, Tasha, Renee, Tamm, Pierre

She's pregnant. Pregnant.

God fucking dammit!

Is it like...some sort of fucking CONTEST to see how many fucking women I can knock up!? I was celibate for 34 fucking years of my 36 year long life and I've still managed to get three women pregnant now.

Three!

And why should it matter that I'm married to a woman that's 7 months pregnant already? Why not. Why shouldn't she be pregnant too? Apparently I didn't have enough shite, I needed more.

Goddammit this is NOT FUCKING FAIR! I didn't want to sleep with her, she made me. I can't stand that woman. She took Thomas from me...tried to take David and my girls. Tried to take Caleb and Aly. She wants me to have nothing. Won't let me just be happy.

Why can't I just be happy?
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