July 17th, 2007

Despair

To Those in the Know-Filtered away from Lydia

Katherine's dead. I found her in the shower. She talked to me and died in my arms. She killed herself because I was too preoccupied in my grief to help her. She was the first woman I ever loved, and now she's gone. Lydia's mother is gone. I know how it feels. It's horrible, and it hurts and it's a void that never gets filled no matter what.

God, I don't know what to do.
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