August 26th, 2007

Welcome to my hospital

Private-and now To Those in the Know

Reminder to self: Please don't forget paella. I love paella. Paella is wonderful.

Don't forget Aly either. She's even more wonderful than paella. If you have a choice, you can forget paella instead.

This post really isn't about paella at all.

I hate this.
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Yesterday, Aly made me paella. And then today she made fajitas and I think I might be spoiled. Then I received another visit from Dietrich Gottlieb. Who now, it seems, has added me to his livejournal.

Dietrich...you know this just might qualify as stalking, right?
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Meh, Just Bleh

To Those in the Know

I've decided to stop taking the pills. I've been on corticosteroids and anti-seizure pills as well just to...help with things. But I feel like all they're doing is slowing everything down and I have to watch myself deteriorate and this excruciatingly slow pace, and I can't do it anymore. So I'm not going to take them. Which...probably means things are going to get worse a lot faster. It'll also mean I might have more seizures and I'll be in more pain. But less time for me...it seems like more pain for less time is an appropriate trade. At least I think it is.

I just thought you all should know.

Please know you have every right to disagree with me, and I'll accept what you say. You probably won't change my mind, but I do respect that other people might not think this is a good decision. And I want you to know it's okay to tell me that.

Edit: Oh...I forgot. Because...crazy. Uhm...Razvan was here. But he wasn't here to be scary or...lock me in anything. He was here to ask for help. He's in the hospital now. Voluntarily. And I promise I didn't make it up, because Thomas saw it too. Even though I think he wanted to beat Razvan up before helping him. He didn't...
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