December 15th, 2007

Shut it all out, Hold it all in, Oh no, Dark Corners

To Those in the Know

My Thomas needs me and I feel so utterly helpless. He helps us whenever we need it, even when it means facing terrible things. And now all I have to do is think of a way to help a dead man be dead and there's just nothing. Nothing I can think of.

I don't need you anymore, Thomas! Go away! For fuck's sake.

Rolf says this is what happens when a dead person has been here too long. They just...shut down. But they can feel everything. And hear everything. And know everything, but they can do nothing. And it's happened to him a bit early because of the state his body was in from the second he was brought back.

And I would do anything to spare him this.
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