February 25th, 2008


Friends Only, filtered away from Lavannah for obvious reasons...

Well. My father was gay. Or...gayish. With my uncle! Not...his brother. His brother-in-law. Gabriel. So says the porn Johan and Werner accidentally found in his office today!! And Liz showed me because apparently she thinks I needed the visual of my father giving it to another man permanently singed onto my retinas.

I really didn't, Liz, thanks.

And now a lot of things make even more sense. Why he didn't go back to Dresden. Why he was forever spending time with not his wife. Why he went to 'the Gentleman's Club' with Gabriel so often. Why he put Gabriel through University. And why he was so adamant that I not be. Repression and the like causing issues and so forth... Oh, Dad. I would have liked you better, had I known this. The pictures were found hidden in a copy of 'The Little Princess'. My father had a sense of humour... I'd like to know where he hid it...

Oh GOD...no I wouldn't!

Ahem. I should speak to Uncle Gabriel. Not...that I think he's going to be pleased. Kat, can I hide behind you?
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O Rly, WTF are you on?, Feck off?, I think you're crazy indeed I do

Friends only...again (No Lavannah)

So. My father named me after his gay lover. Sure, I thought my mother named me after her little brother, but no.

And I grew up. And I did the same thing! Lydia and Thomas bear Thomas's names. So I took it to another level, clearly.

This is so weird! And Liz keeps lamenting that she ended up like Dad anyway, when trying so hard not to...
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