November 17th, 2008

Squinty Concerned Eyes, Squintylike

Filtered to David

The last thing you probably need right now is thinking someone else is upset with you. So I just wanted to start by saying...that isn't what this is about. I'm not angry. Well I'm a little angry with myself. I feel like an idiot because you're my best friend and my brother-in-law and I had no idea what you were going through.

I know you wouldn't have done this if you weren't suffering. I just know you, David. I know this isn't who you are and I hate that you are going to suffer more because of it. Were you afraid to ask for my help? I wouldn't have judged you, David. That's not my place. I would have done anything I could to help you. I didn't realise how much you were hurting and I don't think I can ever apologise enough for it.

I love you, David. That will never change. You're my brother and you haven't lost me. I don't know how comforting that will be...but I hope somehow, that it is.
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