January 4th, 2009

Oh Scruffy

Filtered to Aly

I miss you.

I slept with a beautiful redhead last night. She came over because I was being a miseryguts. This house seems so empty without all of you in it.

Which would be because it's empty. Bright, Peter.

I've been thinking. Spending a lot of time thinking about what my life would be like without you. If I had stayed with Sabrina, god forbid. Or if I had found it impossible to be with anyone else after her and Katherine. I know I say it all the time, because you deserve to hear it, but I am so grateful for you. Every day. And I'm writing this all down now because I know you're with Isabella and I don't want to tie up the phone line right now. And I didn't want to forget.

I love you so much, My Aly. You are my inspiration. You show such kindness and strength and love in everything you do. You are absolutely incredible. The most amazing person I have ever known. I love that we work together so naturally. I love that we don't agree about everything. I love when you talk about things you love, because I can see how passionate you are. And it's gorgeous. You are gorgeous. I wouldn't change a single thing. Not you and not us. We're a team, you and I. I have never been happier or more complete.

You are my everything.
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Well Shite, Saddy McSaderson

To Those in the Know

My family is back and it's wonderful. I missed them a great deal. I don't think I handled then being away so well.

There's stacks of paparazzi set up outside because apparently they're harassing our neighbors. Those tabloid stories are horrible. The things people will do to sell what I will loosely call a paper. They're not taking pictures of us, of course, but do be careful if you are of a supernatural ilk. No...winging past the neighbors house, as there are people set up waiting to snap a few photos. That poor family.

There is something of importance I wanted to raise. Amadeo is still missing and Rolf believes that he may have been abducted by two of the members of the group of people who were judging London. And Bentley, who is a seer, seems to think this is possible. He had a vision of an angel being seriously hurt by two demons. Twins. And this worries me very deeply.

Combined with my continued dreams of Thomas (they're happening every night now...), I'm not entirely sure I'll be getting much sleep in the near future.
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