December 21st, 2009

Tired of this

Filtered to Spectre and Thomas

Adrian, please pardon me for saying this and understand I am not saying it lightly.

I went to see Razvan before we left and I am writing this in a humid hotel room while Caoilfhionn snores a few feet away. I do not believe that Razvan was the one to harm Mara, and if not because I don't think he is capable of that kind of thing anymore, than definitely because I don't think he would put in the effort required to keep up a charade. He was always a follower, not a leader. He's lazy.

I completely understand why he was put into isolation and obviously if I didn't I wouldn't have left him there. I told him to be patient, and he growled at me, but I think he understands. Yet another reason why I don't think he was responsible. He made no attempt to harm me when I told him I was leaving him there. He saw reason. And now I need to ask you if you are capable of something. Are you capable of seeing him and reading his intentions without harming him? I would have Rolf do it, but I trust him about as far as I could throw him and I know I am not alone in feeling that. I think you are the only person who's reading of him you would trust right now. Mara has been through a great deal and it stands to reason that she panicked when a demon entered her room. Any demon. And it may be that she was made to see things that were not real as well, and Anna told me the demon wore a mask. If you read Razvan's intentions and you still believe he is to blame, I cannot argue with that. I think you'll find he's convincing, however. Or I hope you will. I don't know how much good being detained when he hasn't done anything is going to do him.

If you don't feel you can do it, I understand. I just feel for him. It is my opinion that he has been unfortunately caught up in all this, even if it is all completely understandable.

As always, I love you and I will see you soon, my friend.
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