Yesterday the brilliant Yvonne came to me and she gave me a drug they'd been testing to allow me to have the visions without causing pain.
I've had three visions since yesterday, and every single one of them was absolutely pain free. I'm feeling great. I slept and I ate and I'm acting like a real human being for the first time in probably years, and it's so wonderful I could cry.
I actually did. I know I'm an emotional basketcase.
I'm in the hospital for one more day, just to make sure there's no side-effects. I miss home, but this is so worth it. Those visions and they pain they bring had plagued me for three years. Ever since they decided just interrupting my sleep wasn't enough and they have to invade my waking life too.
I am so buying Yvonne a car.