So how is it now, that I feel so found? Can one person really make that much of a difference? Because I've thought that before and been sorely mistaken. Is it the combination of things all at once (not counting the rather terrifying 'exorcism' that occured yesterday) that means I know where I am supposed to be. I don't know what it is, but I know it's right. Even dreaming of Her hasn't changed that.
Aly suprised me today. She overheard me telling Liz that I wanted to go to Ireland to do some researching on demons (I've known four Irish demons...that's more than any other place. Does that tell you something?) and she got us tickets to go on Monday. Just us. Only for a few days, because we don't want to be gone too long. I don't think there's anyone else in the world that would understand me like she does. Who else would go with me to Ireland to do something like that?
I mean besides you. The only reason I'm hesitant to go is because when I get back you might be gone again, but I know I'll see you soon enough.